looking for an outlet, im hoping me writing tonight will be that outlet.
my moods have been changing so much the last few days, well more like the last week or so,
i have tried to go with the flow, and ride out the bad times, but the fact that i am the cause of my 13 year old daughter to start cutting herself is doing me in.
i want to hug her and tell her i love her, tell her i understand, but i cant......... because she doesnt know that we know what shes doing, and again that is doing me in.
i said earlier it was my fault, and i believe it is, i have put so much stress on this little 13 year old angel over the last 2 years or so, i feel she is dealing with this the only way she know how, im a horrible person that doesnt deserve to have the title dad.

dec