I know exactly how u feel Purplemoon. It really feels like nothing is going to get better, I feel like that alot. I have learned though that it isnt going to happen just like that, it takes time. U have good dayz, and u have bad days, its definitely not fun, its almost like u have to learn all over again how to live w/ this sickness. And may i ask, r u on Meds for your depression?? Cuz honestly, they do make me feel a lil better, but im not gonna lie, they dont work all the time. But if u need someone to talk to, PM me. I hope u feel better (((((((((((((((((((Purplemoon)))))))))))))))))
<3,
MamazAngel