Thanks perna.

I am not experiencing exactly what you speak of, but I can see bits and pieces.

The only person IRL who I trust to know me is T. When it's a situation we've discussed, yes, I can refer to his words, accepting that his perception is correct... and run on my thoughts that he's given me. Otherwise,

I guess part of my problem is that usually I DO know the answer to so many things... and can come up with a myriad of possibilities for most. But then there are those areas... and I can't define them tonight, but... where obviously I've missed not only the boat but the dock as well.