I'm tired of being hurt the same way over and over. If I'm sad probably the reason in an extent way is just one...other people showed me that I am the one who they care the least.

That known experience of being the last one picked up in physical education classes...I had that a lot, in high school I always had to belong to the three people group whenever the teacher would tell us to work in pairs, because I was always the one left.

I feel now that I have to go through the same process again.

And to add to that my grades now in college depend on a important part on teachers evaluations.

They basically have some contact with you and give me a grade according to their opinion about me.

And if systematically my grade gave by teachers was the lowest one compared to your peers? That's me...thank you people out there (teachers) for letting me know what people in general think about my personality and the way I look. Thank you for your feedback because it was pretty clear that without them I wouldn't have a clue about the way people feel about me!...