My suggestion would be to print you your entry and give it to her to read. If you are not open with your T, you won't be able to work towards your goals. If you switch Ts, you will face the same situation.

I wonder if you really do trust your T if you fear telling her and what her response will be. You may want to talk to her about this as well.

"My T has told me in the past how if there's something I need to tell her that I just need to tell her." It sounds like she's pretty understanding and can help you through this.

Good Luck.