I developed an eating disorder less than a year ago, and was diagnosed with anorexia in April (it was later changed to ednos). I've only been in recovery for a little over two months, but I'm already nearly weight restored. I still have issues with food; I've accidentally restricted or accidentally binged lots of times, and still feel guilty when I enjoy foods.

I know this is illogical, but I feel like the fact I recovered so quickly means that I wasn't really disordered in the first place, and I don't deserve to get the treatment and therapy I've been getting. And I'm also wondering if putting on weight so quickly is even healthy for my body.