the whole self esteem thing.. it is a big deal, and i do know that it is pretty much why i dont date..
You're right. I don't believe that I am good enough for someone to care about me, and at most times, i don't feel like i deserve love..
I'm not realy sure why I feel that way, but i really do.

I don't know the reasons i feel this way at all.. There is nothing in my past that could have affected me in that way that I can think of at all..

on to the whole sex thing..

i do know what you mean.. those morals are so old and out of date, but its not about that.. i would feel so terrible about myself.. i know i would and, my self esteem would go down even more..

but i guess no "normal" guy will no expect it, huh?