I cannot afford to wait any longer; I am in debt way over my head and I need to start paying some bills. Starting next, I wont be getting medicaid anymore so I wont be able to pay for my meds or appointments so that will be considered noncompliance on my part; besides, for some bizarre reason my psych. reported me as being non=compliant anway. I thought I was going to get some state cash benefits but it turned out that I'm only eligible for a program that gives out free toilet paper and shampoo. The place Id have to go to is several miles away and I would have to pay someone about 30 dollars for gas money to get there. At that price I could just walk to my local grocery store and buy all that. yeah, but Im done with this. p.s. The reason I cant get the state cash benefits was because they found out I was denied federal disability! Yeah, so anyway, I'm just gonna have to get a job and forget the meds.