thanks guys for the support and suggestions. keep'em coming if you've got them!

luckily i won't have to stand for long during the ceremony, it will last all of 10 minutes most likely! but i'll be on my feet for the reception!

my maid of honor is going to be armed with my benzos, ginger and my stronger anti-nausea drugs. i'll probably be taking a compazine for my precautionary therapy.......if i'm anxious enough, even that won't make me sleepy! i have emetophobia (did i mention that before) (fear of vomiting) so NOT feeling sick to my stomach is a big key to this thing being of any pleasure to me at all.

one thing i've thought of on my own is to break down the whole day by fifteen minute incriments.... i'll have someone help me check each one off as they go..... this for some reason relaxes me and makes time go by, if i'm feeling anxious. i used to do it in high school too when i was bored in class. i would draw big numbers on my notepaper and color them in with my pen with different patterns......... marking certain amounts of minutes until class was over. the only way i got through pre-calculus!!!!