yes, because Im obviously not going to get it; as of next month, I wont be getting medicaid so i wont be able to pay for my meds and that will be looked upon as being noncompiant, so that will look bad on me anyway

Of course, I wasted those years, because Im not getting it anyway; I could have spent that time working and gettni ng more experiecne, and at least have some type of income--now i have n othing