about 2 years ago i started cutting myself. i never told anyone and tried my hardest not to let anyone find out. when i first started i was just experimenting, seeing what it was like. but after a while i felt that needed to do it. at the time, my parents were going through a lot of turmoil in their marrage. my dad was on a new medication and he was getting out of control. he started to beat me and my mom, not regularly, but if we said something he didnt like, or were just in the wrong place at the wrong time. my mom always forgave him afterwards, just blaming it on stress or something, then it would happen again...im so confused and im having to deal with a lot of new issues right now, and im constantly thinking of going back to cutting. i am just struggling everyday to keep myself from it, and i dont know how to handle this