Oh Jon, you truly have no idea what it took to post this. There have been moments when I felt I have let YOU down, and it's been very difficult for me to face. I was thinking of you as I posted this.
After reading your other post in general about high standards, I realize that we're not so different after all. I will pm you, I promise, these are just really hard times right now, I see for the both of us. But I am thinking of you, and appreciate your response. We can both survive this, I know we can, despite all the challenges and heartache we may face along the way. Some moments are more difficult than others, but we need to have hope. I NEED a dose of hope, now more than ever.

(((((((((((((((((Jon))))))))))))))))))))))

Don't give up.

Hugs,
Adrienne