(((((((((indigo1015))))))))))
I'm glad you were able come here and talk to us. I can tell you are really hurting. Crying all night would give me a headache, too. Are you seeing a psychiatrist or just a gp? I'm sorry he is not more attentive. You might want to look for a new one.

I'm sure you can find people on PC that can relate to your food issue. I am going through a starvation period myself. I've lost 45lbs, I thought I would be satisfied with this but I'm not. Now I say just another 10lbs. But I feel like **** and am very depressed. I know eating healthy would probably make me feel better but I can't force myself at this time. Check out our forums and post when you wish. There is always someone willing to listen. Hope you feel better soon.