Hi, zpe263, I'm sorry you are having such a tough time right now. I'm in the same shape, except I do work, but that takes all the strength I have and I don't want to be here either. I would like to quit because I'm tired of the depression, too.
I'm sorry your son won't listen to you. You don't say how old he is but it's a shame he won't listen. I hope you take the down time you need and that it replenishes your strength.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha