((((((water )))))))))))))) may i call you water for short??

Welcome to PC first and foremost....i am happy to see you were brave to join and share your story with us...you will find very loving and supportive people on this site....i am very sorry though that you had to go through all of this....i am a cutter as well going on around 4/5 years...more than that but i cant think of it at the moment....anyway....are you talking to a therapist??? id suggest you see someone for it..i also think you need to tell someone about your dad....its not a safe environment for you and your mom...and it isnt right for her to keep subjecting you to that and be ok with it. I also hope you saw the survivors of abuse forum ...you could probably go more indepth there about the abuse and seek some of their answers...how old are you?? Can you talk to a teacher? A counciler? Welcome...i am pleased to meet you...you can call me Inny.
hugs, Inny