Thanks everyone. I'm definitely suffering a lot of anxiety that is getting worse to where I'm obsessing and panicking over bills and hating to be left alone now. It seems so many symptoms overlap for various disorders. I know I'm grieving, and with that comes depression, which I have, too. Maybe I'm not having flashbacks but just memories. It's strange that I don't think on the fire itself too much but the things that went on before it - before everything changed. It was 5 days after Thanksgiving, and I can recall the leftovers still in the fridge and stuff like that. I can tell you everything that happened in those 5 days and when. I go over them all the time. I feel no anger which I know can be a symptom of ptsd. Just seem to be struggling with the after effects and trying to carry on but is really hard.