Been up since 2:30 am and it's now 12 pm. Saw my acupuncturist today therapist in an hour and pdoc yesterday. Changed my meds. Went from 600 msg lithium to 450.. Slowly weening..stopped Wellbutrin, started start terra, lessened seroquel from 50 to. 25 mg..still on lamictal. I'm a little out there. Kinda super focused, and now after accupuncture oddly relaxed. Not exactly sure how I feel at all. A stressful situation turned out uber positive. Don't feel like rambling to people anymore today, so seeing my therapist sounds annoying. I'm annoying myself. It's nice to not be hungry from the annoying lithium. The strattera must be blocking the gross compulsive hunger lithium induces. So not cool. It's nice to not feel that and feel normal in that department as I have gained 15 lbs in two months. No more. So I guess I kinda feel all over the place. But ok. I'm ok.