I'm sorry you don't have the support you need, while going through the pain you do. It is terrible all the things you have had to miss out on, especially at your young age. There's no way anyone can make those things up to you.

There are a lot of people on PC that have had to deal with unfair and tragic childhoods. Who are still trying overcome the pain and anguish that was caused to them.

I'm so glad that we have a place to come to get help and support, when no one else will listen to us. I'm glad you're here even through your pain. Wish I could do something that would really take away your pain but all I have are words to let you know someone is listening.