It feels like the other person wants something from me, or is trying to trick me. I'm better able to accept it from men for whatever reason. I got really angry and defensive with previous T and I just want to turn around and run when any of the other female Ts in the practice are anywhere near me.
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
...'
Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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