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Originally Posted by Restin
Oh yes! You finally find someone who understands and gives you a reason to get up in the morning, and hope to get better. And yet...and yet. Getting well means you don't have a good enough reason to go see your therapist. But that's future thinking.
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That is so much a part of it. I finally trust one person in the whole world and he'll one day say, "well, you seem fine now, bye." I know he wouldn't say it like that, but it's a scary thought. It's also like being afraid to be happy because I don't really know what happy entails.