Hey, I was told to post here after posting in the new comers section.honestly all I want is someone to tell me I'm gonna be ok..heres part of the story that I had posted earlier, I'm doing this from my phone so it's kind of a hassle at times.

Hello, my name is Michael. I am here because I am very depressed, lonely, confused and somewhat insensate right. To start I'll say that I have just gotten separated from my wife 3 days before our 4 year wedding anniversary. We have a 3 year old daughter, her name is Allura. We have been separated twice before and while we were she slept with another man. We got back together and tried to work on our issues, and believe me I am not saying I'm an angel. you see I met her in high school, it was actually through her sister had a crush on me.other and nothing ever went from there and it wasn't until a few years later when I was actually 21 years old when we connected.at the time I was actually addicted to drugs and living a very very crazy and unhealthy healthy lifestyle. After about a year of meeting her I got clean, off the hard stuff anyways but I could never be sober all the time. I always had to have a little bit of something, which of course my wife didn't like, she has tried a few things but doesn't use drugs. Which is one of the reasons she left...and she slept with another man..I love her so much. I made a promise to quit everything to have her and said that I would forgive her and do whatever it takes to make it work...but now I'm not so sure. I have my failings but I've never been unfaithful to her, and I am great father, at least that's what I've been told. I don't have any friends anymore, and no family really either( that's a whole seperate chapter in the very...Well let's just say my life has been chaos from the day I was born). Anyways I'm using my phone tho do this and its about to die.I'm really just looking for someone to talk too..Thanks for reading.