Hi ak, it sounds like you have way too much work to do and could use some help. Of course the place where you work might not be willing to pay another person with your skills and training to do what you do. Filling prescriptions is a big and serious responsibility. I think if you were stupid you would never have been hired to do the job you do and to me you sound as if you do it well. You sound like a diligent, hard working, caring and responsible person with a little too much on your plate. You are a worthwhile person and you deserve to live a good life with more joy. I can so relate to how you feel because it sounds sort of like my life. You seem to be a good person. Best of wishes to you.