Unfortunately my insurance does not cover Mental Healthcare. I am self Employed. I have to pay for my own insurance coverage and it is not cheap. i am glad for this site so i do not feel alone. I have been through many depressions and had therapy in the past. I know it is just a matter of me thinking, what has gotten me through it in the past. I know sometimes when i am in a depression, its like i forget everything i know that has helped in the past.