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Old Jun 17, 2014, 09:14 PM
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I have been struggling a lot recently, because of changes and different things going on, along with a lot of trauma problems.

And my T suggested again today that maybe I could try EMDR after I told her near the beginning of this year that I didn't want to. And it makes me worried that she might be giving up on me, like she thinks things aren't effective. It's hard and I have times where I am really overwhelmed and feeling like the emotions will never end. And in those times, I can say some pretty hopeless things, like I feel like I am not improving and like this is an impossible process.

But I do think that it does have some positive effect, and will continue to have positive effects. But I am scared she is tired of trying to fix me and doesn't want to try anymore. And I am already struggling a lot today, so this is just making things worse.
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