hey I'm teddies, and well I don't really know where to post, I had a caseworker who I loved I'm a female and she was a female, we worked together for 2 years, I became close to her, camping with her family and she was really supportive, she is my worker, but lately she has been distancing herself from me, and it makes me really sad and scared and I'm afraid to lose her completely I have a therapist who I love,...but I went to a new therapist and she introduced grief therapy to me, I was 6 when my mommy died, and some SA in childhood...and the therapist told me she cant help me, because of trauma I have been through...I really really miss my caseworker I feel little when I see her I want her to be my mommy.. I don't know I am needy...I just really want the neediness and anxiety to leave me