I'm a idiot...I'm sorry for posting...it's a long story I just wish my stepmom loved me and I feel so empty inside, but don't worry I will be happy soon and live in a group home, I have disabilities that's why, I been to many therapist my one CBT therapist left and my old therapist left too the one I was seeing for trauma, they keep leaving... I have one now, but I only have 3 more sessions with her! it makes me anxious...