I'm so sorry that you are hurting so badly right now. I'm in recovery from long-term bulimia and what you are going through is hellish. It sounds like you are working so hard to reduce symptom use, but it's really hard to do outpatient, even with the help of what sounds like a really supportive T.

I was wondering if you've ever pursued php treatment or inpatient treatment for your eating disorder?

If you ever want to talk, please feel free to pm me. It's such an incredibly hard battle-even though things are tough right now, the fact that you are still willing to fight is amazing.

All my best

-C



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