Hello, and nice to meet you. I'm uncertain if I am able to give the advice you, personally, might require, but I can give you my story quickly, and maybe it'll help if only a bit. I had to leave public school in 6th grade due to my delusions of grandeur, the beginnings of my psychopathy manifesting, and in general being an unnecessarily mean *****. I have been mostly home schooled since, occasionally drifting in and out of public schools. I KNOW what I want to pursue. It's something you should tell yourself even if you don't yet believe it. I have a foggy idea, I have my skills and quite a few faults, but I personally think education is important, if not for a specific career, simply and sadly it looks d**n good on a resume, application., whatever. I severely doubt that gave you anything useful, just know that college education is both a necessity and in a contradictory way, useless, depending on you. It all depends on you.