Thank you for all the messages.

In a bit of a panic right now. Woke up 20 or so minutes ago and the adjustment from sleep to awake was disorientating... Realised where I was pretty quick and anxiety kicked in.. Was a jolt.

I desperately want to si and I can't, at least not without some creativity and I also don't want to draw attention.

Oh bloody hell, just want to get out of here.