I have been seeing my therapist for 3 years and she has been a great support.
Recently I have begun discussing some hurtful things in my life relating to my mother and now I get these intense feelings of wanting her to be my mum and wanting her to touch me in a friendly way not sexual or anything.
I hate how I can contact her via email in between sessions but she doesn't ever reply because its one of her boundaries that therapy is in the room only not via phone calls or email.
I feel that this is a form of rejection and that she is just like my mum in that way.
It then becomes a love hate relationship and I hated that the therapy relationship has become so intense.
My first instinct is to run and fins a new T but I think if I work through this that it will benefit me in some way.

has anyone got any advice for me??
can anyone explain to me why I am feeling the way I am?