thanks depressme. think ive decided to spend 20 minutes meditating, then reread some of the thoughts i want to share and then the 10 minute walk there. it should be ok. i find it a bit hard to have a list that includes enough things that are ok to talk about. lol. its so ridiculous i get so scared of going when i like her so much.
anyway thank you for the feedback and for reading my babbling.
take care