Jane, I'm so glad for you that it's over. I think you should feel good about the decision you made to come home. If it were me, I would say that my physical and mental health is more important than anything else, and the professor and classmates would just have to understand and respect my decision.

Dreams can be very strange and very disturbing. I don't recall dreaming for a while now, I know I had a few that bothered me some months back. I hate when that happens, it sets a bad tone for the entire day.

I want to have this kind of dream, something peaceful:

We believe in the cold grey lights we dream
There's a place for us
Mediterranea
Yes we believe where the white sands touch the sea
There's space for us
Mediterranea

I'm trading in for touch down ecstasy
Arriving there in a wave of heat
Lying in the beach tequila mayhem
Summer of all suburbian daydreams
Waiting for a look the invitation
I awaken to the shade

Mediterranea, Duran Duran, 2011 (great song and a great album, who know they would still be around 30 years later?)