i had a horrible nightmares last night. the first was was that i died in my dreams. i really thought i was dead and i just let go...i let myself die in my dream. i felt all my body functions shutting down and my mind was the last to go.

then i woke up very very very disturbed. then after an hour i was able to sleep again and i dreamed something sucked the blood out of both my arms and they were just hollow crevises and there were tiny holes in my arm from a parasite person sucking the blood out of them. they were all black inside - my arms.