Hi Rainbow. I am just back from seeing my T. I feel exactly as you describe above and I feel so ashamed. I just need to be held by her. What is wrong with me? I'm 46 years old (she is in her 60's). But I just crave her touch (she has never touched me). I managed to tell her today that I was afraid I was going to see her more for just seeing her rather than sorting through my bulimia/marital problems. She was actually really kind and understanding. Said it was okay. She seemed to already know how I felt. Oh god this is so painful. I feel sick.

Thanks Rainbow for this thread. Keep going dear friend. You're doing so very well. Xxx