I would suggest just going to the Doctor, you don't have to go to the hospital even if it is suggested. They are not so quick at putting people in the hospital these days. He/She just might prescribe a medication for you and you will start to feel better. You never know unless you go! You will be of no good to anyone if you don't take care of yourself. No one needs to know anything if you don't tell them. I hope you do the right thing and I wish you the best. You were right I did suggest the Dr. sorry!