Thanks Bolivar83. Yes, it's been 6 months since this has happened - 7 months July 3rd... Thanks for saying I'm holding up really well. Sometimes I feel like I'm about to go crazy!! Like inside I just want to scream and thrash about. I really don't know what's kept me going. I just get out of bed and get dressed and try. If I stay in bed I just think of things and get upset or anxious. Most days don't go by without a cry or 2. I've just had those 2 episodes of dissociation so far, but they threw me off. They weren't at will. It wasn't like I was sitting there daydreaming or anything. At least now I know it's a part of it and understand what's happening.