Hi there, BlueMoonBlueEarth (I like your username ) welcome to PC! Your around my age, so I know how you feel, but it's great that you have family support, my family don't. I have some advice for you: don't dwell on the past, especially those regrettable moments. I have a handful of things that I've done and I've always to this day hated myself for doing, so it's best to keep those mistakes close by but not for personal punishment. I can't say what kind of depression you have, but I hope you cope well and receive as much support as you can, or lose yourself in your favorite hobbies and/or activities. What's better than doing what you love to do?

P.S. I'm not a huge MLP fan, but I do know all the ponies (well, most of 'em ><), and Fluttershy is a cute pony :3 I love her shyness, and just because she's not outgoing and upbeat all the time doesn't make her a lowly being. That goes for society out there and me, too~