This is probably going to sound silly... But another thing I take for granted is now being 'administered'

I chew nicotine gum, perhaps excessively (and for years)... By the by, but I have to ask a nurse on an hourly basis (no less) if I want another.

Could feel that blood vessel in the brow start to throb. I don't throw my dolls out of my pram or anything... But first instinct was '**** this, discharge yourself'.

Not going to do that... But still annoyed. Probably is a good thing in a round about way. The gum is a stimulant so can't be helping my anxiety and perhaps this will help start to ween me down but yeah... Feel like a child being regulated.

Apparently I am to be on diazepam twice daily (low dose I think 2mgx2)