I emailed my T yesterday morning about some of the things that I think. I told him in the email that I was afraid to say these things to him for fear of his reaction. I also told him that I am afraid that he is not going to want to continue with me. There were a couple more items, but I won't go into those. Anyhow he has not emailed me back. Usually when I email him I recieve a response fairly quickly. I expected a response. I am now wondering if I should have emailed him? What is he thinking? I don't know exactly what it was that I wanted from him. I am really confused and I feel shame that I expressed my feelings to him in an email. I also think that maybe I should have stated things differently. I don't know why this relationship means so much to me. The last day or so I have been thinking about quitting going. I am afraid to do that - I know that I really need this. But I think it is time to be honest and open with what I think. I usually do not share what I think. I go in there and say this is what has occured and he gives me feedback. Usually I do the things that he suggests but I never say anything about have done the suggestion or what I even think about the suggestion. I think I may be much more closed than I realized. I am not sure what is going on here. Any ideas guys?