Hi TJ, really sorry that you've been feeling so bad, but remember this is just the start, and the start to a better way ahead. It may seem really disorientating, depressing, worrying, scary............oh well lots of feeling it can be.......... but just allow yourself time to adjust a bit, and work towards feeling better.
Remember your grounding techniques and use them as much as you need. Although maybe you can get some more while you're there too.
And if you're having trouble with the medication change just tell people (!!), there can be things they can offer/do to help with the transition if it's a problem.
And don't forget to talk to us either!!!! We're here for you.
Hang in there!!!

Alison