That's it. I've had some depression since starting it. They asked me about adding Prozac (was on it for 2-3 years once) until I came unglued at a convenient store because car wash ripped me off. They called manager because I wanted a refund. He told me to come back in 3 days after doing books to verify. I understood that, but I wanted my money back. Since I didn't wash truck, I wanted to eat lunch. I ocd'ed on keeping my truck clean as it was brand new then.

Anyway, I slammed their phone down on the floor and left. Never went back because I figured they reported me. I never took Prozac again and now I know it has amphetamines in it.

In fact, I asked my therapist once were they trying to get me stable to stand trial. He asked was I in trouble. I said, "Not that I'm aware of, but there's been times probably when I should've been." I think he knew right then just how nuts I have become.

You know, I've had issues for a long time, but the passing of my mother in 2008 put me in shock. It happened in a 24 hour span. I was 38.