Hmm...I apologize after my rage events -- at least to my wife...my brother and parents are so inured to my fits from repeated exposure over the years, they just brush me off....but my wife didn't understand why I would periodically go on these horrible rages and say the most god awful hateful stuff. I would always profusely apologize afterwards. Hell I didn't even know I had these episodes until late last year....it's a little easier for my wife now, but I haven't really blown up since I went on my meds....so...

I still sometimes feel like it, but I am able to pull back from that edge just in time...sometimes I snap and gets scared I am going to rage, but I haven't in a long long time...was every 3/4 months....haven't since last Thanksgiving time....so...

I guess it depends on the audience....