Hi Michael,
I'm new here too.
On April 6, after over 10 years of what I thought was a happy marriage, my husband told me that he didn't think he loved me anymore. We have been through a lot since then. I wanted to do ANYTHING to get him back. But instead I went to a therapist and started working on myself. In the past two months, I have become a much stronger person. About a week ago, my hubby said he really does love me. But instead of running back to him, I basically told him he needs to prove it, not say it. He has also been working constantly (up to 18 hrs a day) for the past two months, so I haven't even seen him much.
On April 9, my mom was diagnosed with Lymphoma and has been going through treatment. I have been going to her appointments with her and this only adds to my stress.
On Sunday, my husband was fired from his job for no reason at all. Now I feel like I have to support him and make sure all the bills are paid. More stress.
I am on meds for depression and anxiety, but I still cry a lot. I try to be happy when I can, but some days it is just too hard. I hate being lonely. I know how it feels. I think going to therapy on my own and working on myself- trying to be more independent, happier, less stressed, etc- has really helped me a lot.