For some reason my last thread didn't show. I understand you completely 3xjj, I don't use hard drugs, and I drink very little,4 beers at most in a night and that wasn't every day, but it was more of the fact that if I couldn't smoke or have a drink sometime in a day I'd be..well an asshole, but I was also very attentive to her, I show my love physically,I'm not very shown about how I feel. And she would complain but she never told me it bothered her that much, , it's been 5 days completely sober and I'm seeing a therapist next week to work on myself

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