Swimmergirl and TheShins, thank you so much for posting and sharing with me. I appreciate knowing I am not alone, so very much!

TheShins, seeing two people just isn't really financially feasible for me right now.

Stopdog, I do think the element of being attracted to him throws a wrench in the works for me. The other guy is not physically attractive to me at all. I think that will be really helpful for me and make the intimacy issues, if they reappear with him, a lot easier to bear.