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Originally Posted by blwi3310
Just stopping in to say hi! It has been both a positive last couple of weeks (new job at the hospital down the road from me) but also a rough last couple of weeks (car broke down, has cost 3k to get fixed).
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My car cost $3000 to fix at the start of the year too - stressful times! It didnt help my mood at the time at all. I feel for you. *hug*
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Originally Posted by Curiosity77
Feeling ashamed. I posted a comment in another thread, and it was pointed out that it was ignorant. When i read it back, i agree with that person and i wish i never posted it. But there have been lots of views and replies to that thread, so i know a lot of people have seen it. I posted an apology in the thread, but i don't know if people will check back and see it. So i want to apologize here too. I need this place, and i don't want to do anything to ruin things. I just want to be a support, and be supported. I respect and value everyone here greatly,
I wish i was not so sensitive 
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Dont worry people will still be supportive to you, despite your different ideas. I have found that with myself, my opinions differ from many here and I cop the odd abusive pm but I still recieve a lot of support when I ask for it. I need to make sure I stay on the Bipolar section of this forum as the rest frustrate me and it comes across in my replies.
So interesting week for me... Last week my boyfriend and I broke it off. Im not exactly sure why. I've asked him for clarification but no reply as of yet - perhaps he doesnt know why either?
Saturday night I genuinely forgot to take my meds. I put them on the table, when I had dinner they were no longer on the table - so I assumed I had taken them, not so. In the morning I found them on the floor... I dont know why it didnt click, I didnt sleep a wink. It sent me straight into a mixed episode for 4 days. I was so worried I had been triggered by the break up and I was going to end up a failure back in hospital. But with the support of a few friends I managed to get through and even achieve a few things despite my mood state. By Wednesday I felt tons better, same with today. I would say I am on the lower side of baseline. I am so relieved the mixed has passed!
I was going to go to group today but I slept in. Day off work so time to work on myself. Really my only goal for today is to work my horse, if I do that I should be proud of myself.