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janniebug said:
Does anyone else get scared right before seeing their T?
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Jannie, lately I have been opening up more and more to my-- so I've been feeling each week, as if it is the 1st session. I get butterflies in my stomach. Sometimes I feel nauseas. I become overwhelmed at the amount of things I need to tell him. Above all, my attachment to him scares the hell out of me, so of course I get nervous before I see him. And each week, I become more vulnerable-- more walls come down. It seems that the more the relationship progresses, and the longer I see him, the more nervous I get.
It's a good idea that you are going to write things down. At at least you get to see him 2x per week. Just organize your thoughts, try to prioritize what you want to tell him most, and then just let things unfold from there! Good luck. It is totally normal to get nervous before a session.
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