soo.... I realised after all these years of suffering with this subject that it is stupid to think that I'm not capable to learn it (ie. no such thing is to be stupid with math) and I can recognize the path of mathematical logic everywhere in my thinking and problemsolving... even my chemist bf asks my opinion about the problems he is solving which is saying something because he is basicly half a mathematician...... so yeah I can prove myself I'm not stupid for it... yet I'm still fighting to start to practice it... experiencing the same problems with the additional feeling of "this is easy you stupid!" when I'm figuring out which basic things I need to practice first...
I've set up everything to technically acomplish it... and yet I cannot start it.
I need help. I want this very useful knowledge in my tool box - also I don't want to get cornered with them in a tight time-line in collage it'D be obviously too late for any good method than.
can you realte? how do you manage to overcome it? an succsesfull methods? (eighter overcoming it or methods for understanding/practicing)