How did it end up like this?

33 years old, nothing to show for. Nothing. The only thing is I don't have to work because I have some passive income I make online.

That's it.

In the dating world, it's just impossible to find that right combination -- a person who is super-introverted, but fiercely seeking a relationship as well. A one-on-one type.

So far... it's just be a nightmare of ****.

Disappointment after disappointment, over and over and over. I can't find the right girl.

And I thought I did, and she destroyed all my hope. All hope. She took everything from me. Sucked it into her black hole. Ok, that's dramatic, but it hurt like hell. Because she was perfect -- there was just one thing missing: she didn't care. She doesn't care.