Hello I Only Speak,

You have so much to cope with and stress is going to upset all of your mental health issues. Obviously we cannot diagnose on the internet but it sounds like there is some psychosis going on. The psychosis can be attached to your bipolar or depression and can feel like you are dreaming while you are awake. It feels very real indeed. The link I am providing talks of shizophrenia in particular but scroll down to the bottom of the page as there is more information and links on psychosis. Schizophrenia Symptoms - Psych Central

It is vitally important to your health to get professional help for this because when someone is in psychosis they are not aware of what they are doing and can become a danger to yourself or others.